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Friday
December 30th, 2011
Yule
Tuesday
Countdown to Yule: 2 Days
December 20th, 2011

Hazelnut and Raincloud...

Raincloud and her gift from me (a CD of tons of Pagan music):

Hazelnut and the winter gloves and hat from me (I also gave her a CD):

Hazelnut gave Raincloud a fairy door necklace, as her parents aren't cool with the whole Pagan thing, so she can wear it and be subtle.

And since my parents don't care all that much, she gave me two pentacle necklaces.

After presents, we had some cookies, crackers, dip, and hot cocoa for a snack.

HOT COCOA!

Then we listened to the aforementioned music and danced, sang some Yule carols, and generally chilled the rest of the afternoon. Now they're gone, and I miss them already.
Monday
Countdown to Yule: 3 Days
And this is today's song: Moon of Silver
December 19th, 2011
Saturday
Sabbat Haikus
Sun at its highest
This day is the longest yet
The feast of the Fey
Glorious harvest
Now winter food shall be reaped
The crops are ready
Night and day are one
Second harvest is prepared
Earth begins to sleep
Now the veil is thin
We honor those who have passed
It's the spirit-night
Our Lady does sleep
The Winter King awakens
Yule Log burns in hearth
Festival of Lights
From slumber the Maiden stirs
Life begins anew
The Sun God lays down
Inviting in the Goddess
Maiden turns Mother
Fires of Bel burn bright
God and Goddess share their love
The whole world blossoms
Countdown to Yule: 5 Days
December 17th, 2011

I made some of my teachers Yule/Christmas/Hanukkah/whatever clipboards:




I finished my Yule gifts for Hazelnut and Raincloud:

And finally, I woke up this morning to see this outside: SNOW!

In other news this week, my English class adopted a family from the Giving Tree: a single mom with six kids. We were able to raise over $1000 in cash alone, and got them everything on their wishlist: clothes, bikes, food, toys, electronics; it was really amazing what people donated. Later this afternoon, my mom and I are going with our Community Choir to carol for the people in a nearby nursing home, and might bake some cookies or fudge when we get back! :)
Friday
Goddess Statue

This was the front and back of an EPIC statue that Hazelnut found on Ebay. It was only $11, and I really wanted to get it, but unfortunately, I thought it would be a bit awkward if random boxes from Ebay showed up on my doorstep, so I had to pass it up. Still, one day I'd love to find such a statue, and purchase it.
December 16th, 2011
Yuletide Cheer
The chill breath of winter touches us,
As blankets of snow cover the ground.
With the glow of moonlight upon them,
Its like diamond sparkles all around.
Inside the room is cozy and warm,
The scent of evergreen wafts from the fire.
Surrounded with love and family,
I've got all that I could desire.
Sleigh bells jingle from the front porch,
As my coveners decorate outside.
They've no need of blankets,
They have the warmth of love inside.
In my home we all gather round,
And with Pagan carols our voices ring.
Then we settle down to enjoy the tale,
Of the Oaken Lord and the Holly King.
For our holiday is quite different,
Than the cowan Christmas night.
We cast our Circle, join together,
And welcome the return of Light.
Then we sit and share the feast,
As we pass bread and wine around.
As blessings from mingled voices...
"Never hunger," "Never thirst" abound.
All too soon the rite is ended,
And we greet the newborn day.
As we clasp hands together,
This wish we send your way....
It's no matter your tradition,
Be you family, friend, or guest.
We wish you joy and peace,
And may your Yule be Blessed!!!
Tuesday
December 13th, 2011
I was in the back seat of the car, next to my brothers, reading a book on the supernatural. Fairies, dragons, ghosts, witches. The book said real witches followed Wicca. I asked my mom what that was, and she said to ask my Aunt C, as that is what she practiced herself. I was too shy to ask her anything though, so instead I did a Google search. What came up were websites talking about the Lord and Lady, karma, reincarnation, and more. Words of love and peace filled the screen, and I smiled to myself. It seemed like such a peaceful thing. But I let it go at the time. Then, it was just words. I was Christian, and though Wicca was interesting, I wasn't about to change my religion. Not yet. But somewhere it stuck with me in the back of my mind, just waiting. Waiting for something to change.
A jump to 2009:
Religion had become more difficult for me in this one short year. Questions started building, about God, and why the Bible said terrible things would happen to those who didn't follow it exactly. It made no sense to me for a supposedly loving God to send wonderful people to hell just because they believed in a different deity. In the final days of summer, my mom took my siblings and I to the library. The library had been consolidated to a warehouse, as the main building was being rebuilt and renovated. The warehouse was small, and the bookshelves were tall, with narrow paths between them. The windows along one wall, however, were huge, and beams of light made the shelves glow. Dust floated in the air, and the whole place seemed to hold its breath as quiet libraries often do. A feeling of mystery hung around, and though I could not have put my finger on it at the time, the Goddess was there, guiding me. I walked to a new part of the library, next to the fantasy section. I lived in the fantasy realms of books, and yet something pulled me out of my usual haunt. A book on the shelf caught my eye: Teen Witch, by Silver Ravenwolf. I assumed that it was simply more fantasy, so I stuck it in my bag and continued. When I got home and took it out, I realized it wasn't a fictional novel at all, but a book about Wicca, that mystical thing that I had found the year before. I read the book, cover to cover, and knew I had found something stupendous, something that would change my life forever. I set up a tiny altar in the corner of my room, and sitting there, felt as though I had come home at last.
Sunday
December 11th, 2011
To the left is a picture of the Goddess at Yule, compliments of the omnipresent Google. I felt like I had a little too much black and white on my blog, so here's some color to liven things up. Anyway, today I have been working on a painting which I may end up giving as a Yule gift; it's going to depend on how it turns out. Pictures will, of course, be posted at its completion. Other than that, today has kind of been a lazy day. My brothers and I have been watching the squirrels, which are very efficiently hiding all the food in the yard, and I hung up those ornaments I made. I think I'm also going to play some Yule carols - at this year, there's nothing like music! :)
Yule Ornaments
Saturday
"Pagan"
December 10th, 2011

It's just so pretty... I also made those Yule ornaments I mentioned a while back, and made a video on their construction. The link to said video will be added once it becomes available. I'm going to empower the little guys during my ritual tonight, and then hang them up. :)
Wednesday
December 7th, 2011
Tuesday
The Holly King
The Holly King is a classic Yule icon, adopted into modern culture in a figure everyone - Pagan or not - knows: Santa Clause. Yes, the Holly King was the original Santa, before St. Nicholas and all those other folk he has morphed into over the centuries. The 8 reindeer are representations of the 8 major Sabbats, and his classic depiction of a jolly man with a long beard has outlasted the centuries. In Pagan lore, the Oak and Holly Kings are two archetypes of the God: light and dark. At both solstices, the two do battle. The Oak King (light) wins over the Holly King at Yule, and the light begins once again to grow. At Litha, it is the Holly King who triumphs, and the world once again grows dark.
December 6th, 2011
This, obviously, is the tree.
And this is a close-up of the wee Poinsettia fairy. I have a special ornament idea to share as well, but you'll just have to wait for Esbat for that! ;)
Monday
November 28th, 2011
Also, I happen to knit small bunnies, stuff them with lavender, and sell them. Over Thanksgiving, my Grandma Fran suggested using cornstarch instead of actual lavender, and infusing said cornstarch with essential oils. This gave me the idea for making talismans to be carried in the purse, put under the pillow, in the car, etc. by putting some of said oil and flour in a pouch of cheesecloth or other fabric. It could also include other spices, beads, written incantations, and the like, but personally, I like the idea of just keeping it simple with the pouch and flour, and empowering it in a simple ritual.
Finally, I spent some time today making a simple video of "Glory to the Newborn Sun", one of my favorite Yule carols. Here it is:
Other songs on my Yule carol playlist include Have a Holly Jolly Yuletide, Silver Bells, Solstice Night, The Holly and the Ivy, Moon of Silver, Winter Solstice Song, Wiccan Wonderland, We Wish You a Merry Yuletide, Greensleeves, Joy to the World, and Have Yourself a Merry Little Yuletide.
Sunday
November 27th, 2011
All is calm, all is bright
Nature slumbers in forest and glen
Till in Springtime She wakens again
Sleeping spirits grow strong!
Sleeping spirits grow strong!
Silent night, Solstice night
Silver moon shining bright
Snowfall blankets the slumbering Earth
Yule fires welcome the Sun's rebirth
Hark, the Light is reborn!
Hark, the Light is reborn
Silent night, Solstice night
Quiet rest till the Light
Turning ever the rolling Wheel
Brings the Winter to comfort and heal
Rest your spirit in peace!
Rest your spirit in peace!
Saturday
November 12th, 2011
Friday
November 11th, 2011
Sunday
Yule Altar

Perhaps it's a bit early yet, but I wanted to get out my Yule things, and I had some open time this afternoon. Here then, is how it looks at the present time. I will, of course be making a Youtube video, as well.
November 6th, 2011
In other news, I want to decorate my altar for Yule today, after I finish this post and get off the computer. Pictures, anyone?
Samhain Pictures

Do you recall that post a while back about Meringue Bones? Well, here they are, surrounding a jello brain (mom got the jello mould for just a few dollars on Amazon!).

Me in my Samhain costume.

Cupcakes topped with chocolate frosting, some cupcake "dirt", and cookie gravestones. The RIP is piping gel.

Frankenstein cupcakes, here topped with chocolate frosting and marshmallows dipped in green melting candy and decorated with more black piping gel. The little green arms or bolts or whatever they're supposed to be are green tic-tacs.

Me and the "Trick or Treat" pumpkin I carved.
Feel free to use any of these ideas for future Samhain celebrations. If you like, comment and share what you did! :)
Tuesday
November 1st, 2011
Saturday
October 28th, 2011
Thursday
Tarot Cards: The Major Arcana, 18 - 21
Today's tarot post will encompass yesterday's as well, as I was unable to access the computer.
18 - The Moon: fear, anxiety, believing illusion, chasing fantasy, dreams, visions, destination, the doorway to hidden unknowns

19 - The Sun: enlightenment, understanding, glory, achieving prominence, joy, energy, invigoration, good health

20 - Judgement: release, renewal, a new start, the necessity of hard choices, reawakening, birth and death, knowing what must be done

21 - The World: satisfaction, peace of mind, successful conclusion, balance, realized goals, prosperity, hard work achieves desired end, culmination of effort
October 27th, 2011
Tuesday
Tarot Cards: The Major Arcana, 16 and 17

17 - The Star: regaining hope, faith in the future, inspiration, serenity, tranquility amid trouble, harmony, offering without reservations, sharing, generosity, peace, releasing doubt and fear
October 25th, 2011
Tarot Cards: The Major Arcana, 14 and 15

15 - The Devil*: losing independence, addiction, enslavement, materialism, overindulgence, hopelessness

*This card has little to do with the Christian Devil, and more to do with negative energy, regardless of one's religious preference.
Sunday
Tarot Cards: The Major Arcana, 12 and 13
October 23rd, 2011
I spent some time with Hazelnut again today. It felt like it had been forever, even though it had really only been, what, a week? Together, we painted watercolor pictures. I did one of the Goddess (it wasn't perfect, but hey, it's hard to paint with watercolors), and she did a lovely one of autumn trees. We also used some clay to sculpt skull candle holders for our Samhain altars. They're only big enough to hold birthday candles, but I think we're out of taper candles anyway, other than the ones I'm already using. Mine just got out of the oven, in fact, and the cooking process gave the white clay something of a marbled effect. I actually really like it, so I plan to leave it as-is, as opposed to painting it. I also took Hazelnut to the field outside a near-by middle school with my brothers and flew kites. The wind wasn't too strong, but there was a pretty steady breeze, so we had a good bit of fun playing with one of the less tangible elements.
Saturday
Tarot Cards: The Major Arcana, 10 and 11
11 - Justice: balance, harmony, equilibrium, assuming responsibility, weighing all sides of an issue before deciding, logic, choosing with awareness, morality, duty, truth
October 22th, 2011

As I mentioned yesterday, Mom got a CD of Halloween music, one song of which was about Samhain. It talked of Soul Cakes, an old Pagan snack made and offered on Samhain Eve. Curious, I did a bit of research and found a website (URL at the bottom of the post) that tells both the history of and a recipe for Soul Cakes.
Makes 12 to 15 2-inch soul cakes
For the Cookies:
2 cups all-purpose flour
1/2 teaspoon nutmeg, ground fresh if possible
1/2 teaspoon cinnamon, ground fresh if possible
1/2 teaspoon salt
Generous pinch of saffron*
1/2 cup milk
1 stick (8 tablespoons) unsalted butter, softened
1/2 cup sugar
2 egg yolks
1/2 cup currants (optional)**
For the Glaze:
1 egg yolk, beaten
To Bake:
Preheat oven to 400 degrees.
Combine the flour, the nutmeg, cinnamon and salt in a small bowl. Mix well with a fork.
Crumble the saffron threads into a small saucepan and heat over low heat just until they become aromatic, taking care not to burn them. Add the milk and heat just until hot to the touch. The milk will have turned a bright yellow. Remove from heat.
Cream the butter and sugar together in a medium bowl with a wooden spoon (or use an electric mixer with the paddle attachment). Add the egg yolks and blend in thoroughly with the back of the spoon. Add the spiced flour and combine as thoroughly as possible; the mixture will be dry and crumbly.
One tablespoon at a time, begin adding in the warm saffron milk, blending vigorously with the spoon. When you have a soft dough, stop adding milk; you probably won't need the entire half-cup.
Turn the dough out onto a floured counter and knead gently, with floured hands, until the dough is uniform. Roll out gently to a thickness of 1/2 inch. Using a floured 2-inch round cookie or biscuit cutter, cut out as many rounds as you can and set on an ungreased baking sheet. You can gather and re-roll the scraps, gently.
Decorate the soul cakes with currants and then brush liberally with the beaten egg yolk. Bake for 15 minutes, until just golden and shiny. Serve warm, with cold pumpkin juice.
If desired, one could etch designs into the dough before brushing with the egg.
**One could also use dried cranberries, blueberries, raisins, etc.
http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=15536354
Friday
Tarot Cards: The Major Arcana, 8 and 9
9 - The Hermit: Being introspective, withdrawing, giving or receiving guidance, inspirational friend or teacher, making the mysterious clear, peace, tranquility
October 21th, 2011
Samhain approaches, and as it does so, Samhain and Halloween music seems most appropriate. And yet, it is somehow difficult to get a wide variety of music focused on this spooky time of year. My mom actually found a website belonging to Kristen Lawrence, a woman with a gorgeous voice, who writes "Halloween Carols", and so she bought two of her CDs, one of which is A Broom With a View. Her music combines modern Halloween ideas with Pagan traditions, and writes beautiful songs in four-part harmony. Songs on A Broom With a View include: Mostly Ghostly, A Broom With a View, Souling Song (All Hallows Version), Souling Song (Samhain Version), Dark Glass, Cats in the Catacombs, Sleeping Dust, Flappy Bat, and Vampire Empire. The CD also includes instrumental versions of some of the songs.





